ramblings

frustration pours over every single cell of my body
am feeling the frustration and desperation deeply, truly, and madly
it nearly drowns me... it nearly suffocates me.
as if the quiz i took at fb, am a noob when it comes to studies.
the idiot who received zero mark in exams
it's amazingly accurate, don't you think so???

Engineering is simply unreachable for me!!! UNREACHABLE!!!
am not belonging to engineering field but what should i do...
i've loaned 80k for the course which is not suitable for me.
how am i going to pay all these debt???
stupid... idiot... noob
:((

and there's without a company willing to bestow me a CHANCE to get internship at my HOMETOWN.
is that desperate enough or not??? JUDGE it!!!
their eyes are all sticking with the stool of bull.. that's why they can't see me.
that's fine!!!
bintulu, HERE i come!!! bintulu's rich mEn & engtao GUYS, I'M COMING!!!
uh uh... shake shake~~~

sighs.
i'm still down
Kalamansi, donuts, cheesy wedges, nougat, choc. ...
& whatever fattening snacks...
Please do cheer me up...
i just need something to light up my life.

hi, September
Grey Stept