三

放了两天假
看了两天的偶像剧
偶像剧的剧情真的是超呕的
但却照看无误
因为想自己变年轻点
因为成熟的港剧统统都被看完了
放假真棒
但很可惜没有旅行
选择了 所以接受了
人比人 只会气死人
所以啊~就珍惜拥有的
那些不可能 就别想太多了呗
只有这样可以开心多了
别贪心了 笨蛋
懂吗

XD

我要换颜色
我要剪头发
我要去美容

但我没钱啊~

老板，快出粮呗！

:D

happenings

can't really recall back when did i start to have a special sense, the sense to feel that "something"'s going to happen on me. is it call predictive? hmm... it sounds so vain. i used to think that the past experiences were just coincidence yet from what had happened today, i can tell confidently that i really have such power!! involved in a road accident today afternoon. actually i began to feel that i'm going to have an car accident since the beginning of this year. and this feeling is pretty strong particularly when i was driving alone. i feel scare of this feeling actually as it worsen my illusion.. and even the fortune teller told my mum that i might need to have an operation within this year, damn, either head, leg, or tummy!!!

well, very fortunately, i'm still good now! XD

had a small family bbq just now. happy. as no other frens, just family! so nice! :) however, i ate from 6 until 10 non-stop-ly .... i really don't wanna to gain weight anymore!!!! but why do i just so useless for not controlling my hands and mouth. that's useless to cry over split milk!! yuanhui, please wake up and face the truth!!!!!!

and it's time to go bed, to work tomorrow and to quarrel with my boss again!!
i will definitely quit my holiday job very soon!!!
(:

):

the fingers are painful as the skins suffer from cracker....
sighs.
Monday working day again...
sobs.
i really do hope to travel during this holiday!!!

我不想上班啦！！！

吃了最棒的咸蛋抄蟹
很肥但却难以阻挡
我想我是注定肥下去
我想我还是注定没办法把那些洋装给穿上去
好懊恼。。。
是因为年龄的问题 还是男朋友的问题
让我对减肥的毅力如此低
:(

怪僻很多
除了睡前洗澡
除了睡前洗手洗脚
原来 还有个怪癖
上了班后 会莫名地觉得衣橱里的衣服都很糟
打扮没心情 出街没心情
只想宅宅的 舒舒服服的
却偏偏容易遇见那些懂我的人 还要特别多的那种！！！！
为什么要那么对我啊~~~

com'on
我可是狮子座耶！！

and i got the invoice from curtin again :(

yawn~
time to go bed again...
working is damn tiring and keep arguing with my boss
yesterday i just told him with angers that i'm not going to work anymore. yet i went to work today

arguing non-stop as boss is damn strict to me during working time...
i was really wrong to think that i can enjoy privilege by working with him. i should know his attitude since we've been staying together for about 3.5 years
and i said i didn't know how to spend lifestyle as this for 一辈子. then he replied, "nowadays there's no more 一辈子的事情"

the heart just broken into pieces!!!

yawn~

道谢了 道歉了

原本两个如此熟悉的两个人
如今却仅能如此陌生
陌生却熟悉 很矛盾
明明有好多的话还没说
却说不出口 却不能说明白
过往 追求的只是个答案
渐渐地明白 所谓的答案也可以是伪装
其实生活上的很多问题 都不一定能有答案
仿佛无解的数学题 让人无奈

也许岁月挪走了青春
却怎么也磨灭不了当初的点点滴滴
天各一方 大家都为了生活努力着
唯一的还能唤起那些清涩的记忆 也只是在特别的日子里
重复着那首歌 回想起过去的一切
还有一年一次的祝福 问候
然后再把彼此深锁在心里的深处
偶尔以为忘了
其实生命中重要的过客是不会被遗忘的
那些过去的 爱 痛 苦 恨 都落在春泥里
滋养了我 开出了更茂美的花季 也懂得学会珍惜

没遗憾了
因为。。。
道谢了 也道歉了

monday

sorry for being so soi-yang in the pic and i just so hate my TEETH :(

second day of working..
darn, i start to feel boring to those work loads that my boss assigned to me. basically, my job is pretty easy but tedious - arranged all the receipts, bills, documents, and whatever and subsequently keyed into computer accordingly. nobody could imagine the quantity of those documents as most of them were from 07 until currently and the messiness was really beyond description since they were all never ever been arranged ... argh! oh ya, remembered that the manager during my internship period had told us the importance of file+ing. it was really important as it could prevent you from being confusing and wasting time. to be frank, i feel like escaping from the working environment today. as i felt 'm kinda useless and unproductive. i do not deserve the salary. *cries* and without napping is really killing me!!!

sob

bla sunday~

i want a hair cut
and a new hair colour
XD


going to support our little fatty prince
at parkson later
wEeeEee~

pause

rain rain, please go away
ulcers ulcers, please leave me alone
sore throat sore throat, please don't fall in love on me

forth year semester 1 is coming to the end
just
in few hours time

i need a part time job urgently! hire me!

:)

糟透了

一塌糊涂的考试
忧闷
考试前的三个小时 昏睡
假期 就到了
但 心情却糟透了
不明白为什么那么糟
这学期除了糟还是糟
糟糕的考试
糟糕的作业
糟糕的报告
我想我变强了 对糟糕的环境有抗体了

端午节
唯一开心的是 一家人吃饭
吃我喜欢的螃蟹
吃我吃到怕的鱼类
然后看了karate kid
curtin 的同学们
你们都没考试吗？

接着回到原来的生活
六小时的睡眠
明天要奋战去了
我其实很怕
我其实没那么潇洒

四天完成一个月前发的project
三个人
三颗脑袋
六只手
12 只眼睛
笑话~

monday just so blue

random printscreen

mathlab just unwilling to cooperate with me.
sighs.
so stress. very stress.
but last week now
4 more days to go.
then one month of holiday
when am in desperation
i look for miracles!
please give us strengths to finish it

and
petroleum processing is crazy!!!!!!!!!!!
hmp!!!

a week to go

well well... the birthday celebration for fat honey bee was just simple and tedious. he reached home around 1230 and bathed while i was busying to chill the cake by putting it into fridge. surprisingly the cake was not as melt as what i thought and it was just so nice!! mum called at 1 in the morning which meant it was time to go home. so i just drove back home lonely during rainy day. felt pretty insecure to drive at night particularly raining day. and that was a bit horrify when i saw there was a bus driving at such hour. :(

deeply in love on the ring!! the RING!!

slept at around 3 that night and wake at 8 to prepare to go Brunei for cousin wedding reception. yay lack of sleep again but not tired at all as i knew that i must stay energized to hunt all my favorite snacks, the stocks must be at least sufficient to last for few months. went shopping right after lunched at gugu's house. three of us, jie jie, fat bee and I, bought those snacks crazily and stupidly. i didn't know what the other two felt, but to be frank, i felt heartache when i paid! damn. the next day fat bee bought again, i was so reluctant and wanting him to stop. yet, i couldn't do anything as those money were belong to him!!!! so ended up heartache alone again. Consequently, i anticipated that the probability to cancel kl trip on july is kinda high. hahaha


overall, the wedding reception was ceremonious and grand with live band singing. the groom was so anxious when had a speech on the stage. the bride was gorgeous and as cute as usual. the catering was just so-so and we were all being starved since the dinner was only started on 8pm. oh yay, the make-up artist was so MAN la!!!! most importantly, so many handsome and rich guys!! yet, i was so low profile that night as you can see from the pic. the fake eyes lashes and cosmetics i brought there were all applied on others' face. as i was too busy to help cousins to make up with my little skills on that afternoon and when it was my turn, hey, it was time to heading to the reception venue....

=.=''''''

and... ermm... and...
petroleum hasn't studied yet.
sighs.
and gonna become obese during the sem break
and.
monday again.
it's time to back to the hectic life.

heartiest congratulations

to their wedding

♥ ♥

time's almout UP

you can work harder to earn money when you're short of money
but what about running out of time?
sighs. lack of sleep and the eyes are so dry
when can i not being disturbed my alarm early in the morning?
was supposed to stay at hk NOW .. ended up camping at ict lab until this hour...
damn!!
i hate that i always miss out abroad trip, particularly those sponsored by other!! the passport is almost due but so far only, only... stamped by brunei's customs
and it's really warm when someone calling you and asking where're you and telling you that it's rather late better back home and wanting you to close the door probably... and the person is always the same, my superwoman. love her.

:D

brand new day! :D

bravo!
finally the god damn final year project is done!
somehow i feel am useless, my research topic is much easier than others'
i don't need to do experiment, don't need to worry if the experiments were failed; don't need to think how to analysis the experimental data and discuss about that ... and so on so for...
it's really easier than poo poo inside the toilet, but why am i so useless to make it a low standard product.
whatever,
life's short and if you know what was happened at lutong traffic light yesterday afternoon, then you'll realize how brief a life can be. so don't need to over stressing myself and do enjoy the last few months in Uni
:D

imagine how messy my working table is. full of journals and still journals. sorry mummy for not tidying them up!

kinda desperate for psd mini project actually this afternoon, but what herng replied me make me breath a sigh of relief. she said that i can get high mark for assignment 2 even i just simply did it, so now i cincai do also can get high mark. haha.. this was so lame but somehow it strengthen me. well, compare with control project, psd is much easier. control is totally alien language to me. sighs!
for the following days,
psd and separation, am gonna eat you and digest you

goodnight and good morning!!

another new week again.

cant deny that sleeping is really good for healing
:D
but the consequence of sleeping too much during day time
is to stay up late at night
which is typically not good for health
and the pimples will never end
whilst, leading to obesity
hahaha


went shopping yesterday with little Felicia to fulfill the time
while waiting for superwoman to get her hair done
no market at all to bring a child to slack at the shopping complex
and she was so bored to shop with me as i dare not to bring her to
toy R us
i don't know what should i do and how should i pamper her
if she cried and sit on the floor
when she begged me to buy her toys and i have no money on my purse
:D
she gave me a so-sleepy-face when we
just walking around without aims
and yay,
we "made off" the choco sweet at Famous cookie

and most importantly,
she accompanied me to choose and to buy the present
:D

am not that bad and heartless
after-all

5/6

eventually i absent
sorry for being so stubborn
just wanna prove that
after all you can still be happy
without my existence
am not as sad as what i expect
:D

~ yawn ~
what a low productive day
so hate of being lazy
~ yawn ~

goodnight to myself
:D
tonight gonna be a good night

:|

空气是动的
呼吸是静的
相爱是动的
眼泪是静的
拥抱是动的
幸福是静的
开始是动的
结束是静的
...

以前为了更了解我
你加入了交友网页
把我所写的帖子都读过了

如今
我写的帖子你看过多少
你不懂
我更希望你花时间看的是现在写的帖子
因为那是我现在的心情 现在的感受
而且 那都是你给我的

你了解了别人给我的感受
却不想花时间明白你给我的感受
心好痛 好痛 是说不清的痛
如果时间的用意是为了让一份感情退色
如果女生注定要那么委屈 那么受伤 那么伤心
如果真的觉得。。。那是最好的

只要还有希望
只要还能呼吸
一定还来得及 重新选择

呼呼
好想看史瑞克哦
~~
呼呼
出奇地好想打工哦
~~

失

失望
失落
失策
失败
失宠
失恋
失心

唉!
就是少了失眠
zZzzZzz

不想读
不想读
不想读读读读读

好想睡
好想睡
好想睡睡睡睡

呼呼

:D

yups.
destined to fail control
:D

and so i dono what am i typing now

slept early on the last night of may
and before that hp alarm was set to 7 in the morning
i don't understand what's the point to wake pretty early on the first day of june
perhaps thousands of uncompleted tasks and tests drive me to anxieties
and repeating my daily routine... poo poo poo poo
and helping mama to take good care of the chicks and ducks..
then putting those smelly clothes into washing machine to wash;
renewing the working shift in hotel city...
listening to those songs repeatedly...
everyone is going to picnic during public holiday...
and am waiting for the time to come while doing nothing
surprisingly, 1 min is as if 1 hour to me now
sighs.
i feel so lost
being as a good-for-nothing is hard... really hard