:)

ehm... the best thing about the last day of year 09 is to spend with my beloved family and favorite man. excapade sushi is already being BOOKED!!! wEEeeEeEe!!! and the macadamia nuts that i craving for such a long time. and the yogurt ice-cream... *wink*....

nothing is better than welcoming a new year and the anniversary with your love one.
is now looking forward to the new year eve sushi dinner with all my beloved one.
and counting down to our 3rd anniversary.
♥ ♥

bye, 2009!!!
Hi, 2010!!!!

and the feeling is really great to get the hard earn money today!
I was paid with my "hard work".

:)))

happy happy new year PEOPLE!

4 days to the anniversary...
the 3rd anniversary of us!
♥ ♥

desperately desperated

lotsa different delicacies today. steamboat. fresh seafood. steam chicken. my favourite mushrooms. veges. steam fish. duck. pork. homemade fish balls and spring rolls. ehm. that's too much to list here. and am so hungry. i can hear my tummy is singing guh luk guh luk for protesting its unsatisfactory to me. however, the nausea that i suffer these few days is really drived me to crazy. when i wanna start eating, i feel like vomiting. YUPS!! the very weird sickness.

seriously, i have no idea with this!! is that consider as indigestion?? argh!! ok, i ate indigestion pills, the symptom still remain the same. sighs. so frustrating. so i ended up with few spoons of soup and the rest watched my family having their luscious dinner alone. :(((

i wanna recover soon. i don't wanna drink soup only on the christmas dinner!! argh!! argh!! argh!!

weeeeee...

Santa Claus is coming to the town...

..... jingle bell... jingle bell....

" i want this, this, this, and this
...
and THIS!"

:))))

结果

结果
还真的病倒了 超难受的

结果
犹豫了好久 依然决定拖着快崩溃的身体去上班
只因为那四句钟 区区十零吉的诱惑

结果
很快就后悔了
但 依然忍过了 原来我是如此能忍的

结果
回到家 眼泪决堤
老妈心疼的责备
服了药 一睡就是到傍晚

结果
和老朋友的聚会 就这样错过了
心有余而力不足啊！
她就那样离开了。。。回去那个实现理想的城市

结果
晕晕沉沉地睡了好久
我依然很想吐

:'(

结果
才发现 原来自己并不是如想象中那么期待生病

呃

辛苦中。。。
凌晨到家 倾盆大雨
摘下那取代眼镜的薄片
双眼 仿佛染了红色
脑袋 竟妄想因此而请假一星期
悲哀
只有这时候
血丝布满的双眼 让我开心

辛苦中。。。
早餐回家 呼噜呼噜晕至下午
没喝酒 但胃
却出奇地像酒后那样不舒服
症状迟迟不退 还误以为是胃痛
把食物往嘴巴里塞 却越来越恶心
脑袋 竟再次闪过歪主意
无奈
只有这时候
就连不舒服 都很兴奋

不想工作
所以 不舒服 就是
不用工作 的“理由”

其实我更不想 当你所谓的好女孩

whootS!

wedding season it is...photo is grabbed from here

it's really touching when a couple has put so much efforts on their special day for well-planning every single thing for their wedding day. and that's really incredible to memorize all the exact date of special occasions that they've spent/celebrate together.

so do you still remember ours?
the answer from you is always saddening.

the nearer to the anniversary day, the scarier it is.
as time never dilutes the unpleasant memories.

love without persistence gives nothing
but leads to a broken ending.
:)

...

great to declare that the PIC is passed!!
:)
different with previous semesters, a grade 5 is not appear in result this time!!
:)
and i can't wait to meet ms. Yong!!
:)
but i still so down when it comes to Wed night, the night that need to prepare for the meeting tomorrow!
:(
and so to Thurs morning, the morning that need to force myself for not dozing off for 2 and half hours. to force myself to pretend that am awake and listening to the "lullaby" that the colleagues are singing. and afterward, it's my show time, the time to sing mine! ish..
:(

sadness and unhappiness are usually come from unsatisfactory.

:(

gosh! Monday is coming again!! how wonderful my day would be if there was only Sunday in a week. personally, i dislike Monday because am still in weekend mood; dislike Tuesday because i feel i've nothing to talk for the weekly meeting; dislike Wednesday because i can't go movie as it's really tiring after working for whole day long; dislike Thursday because there is still another meeting need to be presented; dislike Friday because i start to be disgusted with the work that i repeat everyday; dislike Saturday because it's weekend but i still have to work for half day long.

and tomorrow will be the 3rd week of internship!! 9 more weeks to suffer. argh!! virtually, the colleagues and the manager are nice to us but i just don't feel like going to work everyday. i feel stress. when working inside the lab, the suffocation and the smell of chemical irritated me; when sitting outside the lab and key in the data into computer, the boredom kills me!!! hmp!!! can't research for the topic that i was assigned in the office since there is without internet access for us. and when coming back from work, i am totally powerless to do research!!! argh!!!

and 3rd year sem 2 result is going to release soon. argh! i don't wanna retake PIC la! god, god, please bless me!! lady luck, lady luck, please stay with me!! Mr. Jobrun, Mr. Jobrun, please don't hurt my heart!!

praying hard for 9th of DEC :'(

mess-up

天空很阔
晴朗无云
月亮好圆
色黄且亮
星星几多
闪烁不停
抬头一看
啊！
双颊超痛！

hmph!... somehow i feel am in inferiority condition again. probably blacken my hair in the spur of moment lead me to a severe self-contempt tune. i know i am a weirdo to human beings as this kind of oddity is only belong to lion. supposedly, only lions know my feeling now. totally as if you tried to shave off the hair of a lion, the hair that reveal its dignity.

and eyes are infected again!! the two eyes start to present redness and uneasiness since the forth day that i worked inside the lab. what May had researched is that one of the chemical used in the lab which is called formaldehyde can irritate eyes with a concentration of 0.1 ppm above. argh! seriously, i can't imagine how my eyes will become after 3 months of internship!! :(

argh! and my face!