bye
April

.bye.

stifling hot

it's freaking, freaking, and still FREAKING hot over here!!!!!!
i can see there are many grassland around senadin, the lawn on the right or left hand side of the road heading to e-mart from senadin are burned badly~~ they must be very PAINFUL
=.=''

when 'm on the way to campus, i can notice smoke...
when 'm back from campus, i still can see smoke in different spots...
when 'm on the way to e-mart, thick smoke... i even need to slow down as the smoke block my eyesight exactly...
when 'm back from e-mart, ok.. the thickness of the smokes still remain the same...
:(((((((

and today,
i even can notice the smoke is popped out on the lawn outside my housing area... although it's considered as a kinda small fire if compare to the fire on grassland, i keep anticipating when the lawn inside my house will start to burn too??
HA~HA~HA~

as you can see, climate changes so tremendously and becomes so extreme recently. i thought, climate is trying to do something in order to protest and release its dissatisfaction to humankind...
=.=''
sometimes, it used to rain until nearly flood...
or even has the ability to collapse the soil

and now,
OMG... 'm sure that the drought will be coming very soon...
the most scary thing is that we have to suffer in smog condition~~
argh!!!!
smog + hot + frowziness = bad temper + weak body

god,
please gives us some rain...
and to stop the fire on the grassland

and human,
please stop hurting our environment...
and do support environmental friendly activities

it's never too late to do something if you want to do it
:))))))

ramblings

before i napped,
he said he will buy me dinner and deliver to me...
i was shocked by his tenderness and attentiveness suddenly...
i thought, he isn't as bad as i always think

but when i got up,
he called
and told me that he nearly reached his home!!!
and asked me to remember to have my dinner...
=.=''

he used to forget about me purposely...
he used to forget what he had promised purposely...
he used to commit empty promise..

in short,
'm totally wrong...
he's still as bad as he was...
HA~ HA~

i know,
he feel guilty that no dinner for me..
that's why he tries to compensate by something ...
=.=''

but honey,
do you know that,
i never mind if there is without dinner for me...
i never care if there is without something to make up..

i just miss you so much

♥ a hug is worth a thousand words ♥

abandoned

it's hurts to love someone but not to be loved in return...
i really know the feeling... i really know how hurt it is..
as 'm falling thoroughly in this condition now...
:((((

had tried so hard to love Ponchon and Savarit...
i even abandon my favorite man during weekend because of these guys. but, they just don't love me
i know it's too greedy and unacceptable to love two person in same time... but 've no choice...
Dr. Farouq claimed that it's included in the test 2 on monday...
since i had screwed up test 1
it's surely a MUST for me to pass test 2
:((((((((

had tried hardly to crack my head aimed to study the method which they had invented... i try my best to study them, but... what their feedback to me is to ignore, neglect, isolate, and abandon me!!!
they just lock themselves and throw away the key inside a big ocean
i can't find the key... i can't understand what they are thinking about
'm so lonely and helpless~~~
:((((((((((((((((((

Ponchon and Savarit!!! PLS... PLS fall in love on me ...
at least.. at least for ONE day!!!
or at least, during the exam tomorrow...
you can reject to love me but PLS...
don't reject to let me to understand you...
i will appreciate your kind-hearted...
i will really do....
:))))))))))))



god, please do bless me for tomorrow MTO and of course, TP as well...

♥ examsss yuck ♥

especially dedicate to him

yupppsss...
happy birthday to someone special, you know who you are.

:)))))))))

'm really so glad that our friendship is recovered after.... ermmm... 2 years or more than 2 years???
HAHA...
i know, there are some misunderstanding and unforgiven between us in bygones days
yet every obstacles are seemed to be faded by time.. answers are no longer important!
throughout these years, 've realized that silent conveys more than words can ever say

:)))))

the only regret of mine within this 2 years was losing a friend like him..

**grinned**
he must be so boastful now!!!

but it's ok since today is his big big day so just let him to be boastful for one day! HAHA~~
and of coz, being as a friend of him, i never forget his 22nd birthday present...

it's birthday GIFT time!!!!!

..................................................
3
.................................
2
.......................
1
.....
...
..
.

** picture **
note: due to personal privacy, i had removed the pic
as the person will sue me if i still don't move it
:)

waO wAo!!

i'm sure he will be touched by this gift...
wondering why i still keep this pic right?
actually i never delete...
so that i can sell all these funny pics to him in future!
HAHAHAHAHA....
... evil evil ...

to end this post,
've some word to this friend:

congratulations to you, my "OLD" friend
birthday wishes to you, i do send.
you look good for your age, i could say.
but when i look in the mirror, i sigh.
cause i know the mirror doesn't lie
you're aging than me
so you surely can see that you're getting to be an OLD guy!!
HA~

happy birthday!!!

seriously,
i don't know why i feel extremely tired now
even though i had napped for almost half an hour this afternoon...

the night is still young...
but i gonna spend it on my bed...
... sigh ...

... so sorry to myself ...
it's another unproductive day

goodnight

oh ya,
mc value lunch is now not only available on weekdays, but also available on WEEKEND!!
:))))))

in a mess

yep yep...
had tried this snack after reading the blog of MM
i actually wanna try the fried chicken with burger
yet, favorite man had bought me a pack of spicy fried chicken flakes as he knows i fond spicy so much...
seriously, i felt super spicy after eating few flakes ...
probably, 'm getting older and older... that's why the ability of me to eat spicy food is getting lousier and lousier
:(((((

what a sad day!!!
never thought that the 1st day of school after week free is kinda embarrassed... had screwed MTO so so so BADLY..
wondering 'm the one and only who had failed in the class...
HA~~
20% is gone... it's GONE!!!!
and i can't imagine the coming test 2 since Dr. Farouq claimed that the test would be harder than test 1..
** puke**

god, please bless me...
please combat and kill all the worms of laziness inside my body
please make me to be clever a little bit... i don't ask much, a little bit is enough for me
:)))))))

well well,
there's useless crying over split milk...
no one will pay pity on YOU!
wake up wake up!!!
i know i sure can win all battles even those i have lost in the past!! HA~~ HA~~ HA~~
so sarcastic

staring doing something benefit instead of BLOGGING and GRUMBLING!

hahahahaha....

... till then ...

ramblings....

hey guys, feeling free now?

kindly click here and spend approximately 6 mins to watch a video of one of the true stories that might be happened everyday, everywhere....

then
you'll know how sick the society is nowadays...
you'll know how childish the young generations are nowadays...
you'll know how sad the education in our country or your hometown nowadays...

or probably...

you'll wonder why nowadays people used to settle problems using blackmail, violence, and even forced other to take naked pics instead of using a better and cultural way!!

GROSS!!!!!

feel mighty sad every time i watch or read this kind of issue...
and normally the main reason why they are trying to hurt another one is just because of a BASTARD bf! wth!!!

hey girls,

is that worth... to do something illegal because of a SCOUNDREL??
is that worth... to feel guilty for the rest of your time because of a bf that betrayed you by having an affair with another girl???
is that worth... to be blacklisted in the police record in such a young age because of this dude??
is that worth... to be ruined and blemished by this kind of a**hole man??

probably they should consult an eye specialist to check whether they are suffering from severe eye diseases or their eyes are blocked by lots of eyes' poo....
or probably they are still staying under a well like a frog (井底之蛙) and thus they thought there is only a MAN left in this world! that's why they need to fight to win their COMPANION??

HA~~

it's simply saddening and ridiculous to the max....

girls,
you should never limit your everything on a man... there is still lots of thing contain in your life such as family, friends, career, education.... etc!!! life isn't all about love with your BF... i know it's hard to be awake when you are falling in love... but at least, try to be a little bit awake and love yourself more ...
or probably, 'm just an outsider... 'm not able to judge anything by its cover... especially this entangled of love!
but man is the possible roots of all evil, so girls please be aware and do love each other more than loving a man la

sigh

女人何苦为难女人？

and boys,
please be a real man and do responsible for what you had done...
do responsible to the girl that you choose...
do responsible to your commitments..
never dump everything to your girl...
we're only human... we're fragile...
see, we're willing to do such stupid things because of you... but what you are willing to do for us apart from breaking our hearts into pieces??
HA~

sigh again...
it comes to the last day of the two-week-long-holiday
hey, year 3 sem 1... we gonna meet each other again tomorrow!!

:))))))

till then...

:(((((

suffering from severe headache now

so darn....

wondering is it the consequence of sleeping at 2++ am these few days

:((((((

apologize to Ms. Yeo for putting flight on our date
i know you must be disappointed on me once again

HA~

and also, so sorry to make empty promise to Mr. Guna today
i KNOW he is so LOOKING FORWARD for my attendance to the BBQ gathering in Willie's House. i wish to go after my dinner...but too bad, i really feeling not well!!!

the headache is killing me so BADLY

and yuppie... mum is coming back home tomorrow. i miss her MIGHTY much...'m like losing my direction and suffering from hunger all the time when she's away these few days
within this period, i seriously realized what important roles that she always play at home.
what can i say is that the jobs of housewives ain't easy at all...

well well...

in order to salute the return of my superwoman, 'm kinda obedient today that i cleaned up my bed and room and table and toilet and etc etc...so that she won't faint when step into my room!!

it feels so great that the whole bed is full of fragrance...

HAHAHA

... till then ...
it's time to rest

Get to know yourself better

feeling bored or under stress on whatever thing that you are doing now?? why don't try some personality tests to get to know yourself better instead of being desperate?

to access to the test, kindly click here . HA~

had tried this test since 'm so so so bored when assignment + ing and result of mine is in the follow.

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
comment:
kinda accurate! HAHAHAHA..... ** so vain** if you ain't attracted by me or don't feel like talking with me, implying that you ain't cheerful and FUN enough ... HAHAHAHAHA

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
comment:
who doesn't like romantic?? romantic once in a while is acceptable, but if everyday i don't want also la.... romantic is all about money!! HA~! do anything and everything when 'm in love -- i never thought that 'm mighty GREAT in love! HAHA....

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
comment:
i don't think i knew my favorite man so thoroughly & adequately before deciding to start our relationship. you know what, i just grasp how disgusting his teeth were after being together with him for 2++ years!! YUAK!!!

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
comment:
probably the level of my seduction still unable to satisfy the appetite of opposite sex and that's why i don't think i have lots admirers around my side! or perhaps they prefer to play secret love! HA~! ** so vain again**

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
comment:
yea, education is important for me. i wanna study hard and of cause learn as much as i CAN. but laziness always beat me down... :(((((

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
comment:
ermmm... ... ... i'm so like of being lazy. :)))) i prefer staying at home and goyang kaki all the time.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.
comment:
yes, family always my top of priority. you know, winning the world but without those you love and those love you sharing the success of you is simply saddening. that's no point of being success in anything.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
comment:
exactly. 'm trying so hard to be INDEPENDENT.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
comment:
yea, so sorry to my favorite man!! HAHAHA~~


how much do you know about yourself??
:)))))

day of damp

what a wet day!!!

raining non-stop from 11 ++ am till now...

due to the watery, damp, and cold condition whole day long...
had spent most of my time rolling on bed instead of going out...

i can't remember how long that i had napped... as it was really too pleasurable and satisfactory to sleep during rainy day...

:)))))))

yet, a thunder awaken me and had told my favorite man that it's going to FLOOD!! i wondered he must be shocked when i told this unrelated stuff so sudden

HA~

it's really FLOOD most of the road here~~ even inside PARKSON also FLOOD...

basement flood...
staircase flood....
Giant flood....
balcony flood...
even the service of elevator had stopped..

we're forced to take lift since it's the only way from basement to PARKSON as staircase not only flooded but also "raining" heavily. seriously, i felt anxious and scared to get an electric shock when using lift as it's soaking too....
'm sure you will be slipped if without walking cautiously.
it's really disgusting to shop at a mall which is partly flooded

:((((

rain rain, when do you willing to stop???

eventually sis was back for studying while mum is off for vacation!!
'm alone with a big room again..

**sigh**

after slacking for a week long, it's time to study and of course, assignmentss..... argh... MTO test 2... YUAK

:((((

♥ 'm addicted to be a DOG
to smell & find out the evidences that you LIE ♥

Argh!

well,
after being obedient for approximately half sem long,
eventually my stupid monitor explored and thrown its extremely-unbearable-tantrum to me once again...

you know, every time it falls sick during my holiday AND when my sis(s) back home for holiday
to be frank, i don't believe this is a coincidence.
it must has been bullied or abused by them secretly....
that's why it tries to protest using a silent way by switching off and switching on non-stopped and automatically.

soon,
my very-short-temper gave it some punches so that it can be obedient a little bit... so that the frequency for the monitor to turning off and on can be reduced considerably
yet, 'm TOTALLY wrong... it becomes worst and worst day by day...

:((((((

'm now waiting for the coming PC fair and going to hunt for a better and less pricey monitor for myself
SERIOUSLY, had endured enough the monitor that i had NOW!!!

yup, will abandon it not long after!!!
yup, will 破财 anon!!!
DARN!!!

♥ my love won't get you home ♥

mid-sem-break

woW wOw...
it's mid sem BREAK!!
a two-week-holiday is just so cool and nice...
as time isn't so pack. as 'm able to gain quality sleep.
:))))))

i know it doesn't mean that i can really have a good break
as there are countless assignments, projects are waiting for me
of course, lecture notes to follow up as well..
wondering whether 'm able to do so much thing in such a short time with worms of laziness creeping inside every cell of my body
will try my best
~~HA~~

had screwed 3rd test so far...
though it's just a simple quiz...
though it's just 2 marks...
it's just so HURT to obtain the lowest mark among the other..
had learnt another lesson again,
TO BE CONCENTRATE ON LECTURE bah!!!
~~HA~~

the line speed of internet is so suck recently...
pet society still can't be logged in after loading for more than x hours..
disconnected non-stop on msn or missed friends msg from msn
d.a.r.n
and favorite man is leaving me for three days long...
it's THREE DAYS!!!
**screams**
my weekend will be ended up staying at home
and spent lots of my time dating with assignments!!!
d.a.r.n

♥ longed for you, deep in my heart ♥

may god bless you

头好疼。。。

随着年龄渐长
忽然发现
女人流泪都是为了男人
而男人
流泪的时候都是为了自己

愚人节，
开始希望被愚
至少再严重的事情，
终究会有人告诉你 你被耍了！！！
真的希望所有所有 都不过是在愚弄着我，我们。。。
但现实终究是现实。。。
在现实的面前，如何不低头？

没有挫折的人生，怎称的上是人生？
原来，这常常用来安慰我自己的名言。。。。
今天，不管用了。
真的好希望周末可以快降临
至少，可以抱着大姐大哭
至少，有人听听我的悲伤
至少，不用一个人凄凄凉凉
至少，有个人可以和我一起分担
至少，有人骂我
至少，没那么孤单。。。
当然少不了斗嘴

还有什么事是比家人。。。。更重要？

如果没有 你
这下该怎么好
人如其名，
阿贵，注定做我的贵人。。。

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♥ god bless u ♥