endurance

feel like escaping from my room
and soaked myself in the rain
to wet those frustrations
and to avoid the disturbances from the
hyperactive kid in the house

i just wanna concentrate and get my thing done
i just wanna alleviate my emotion
i just wanna have my potatoes dinner peacefully
and not finishing them this late
sighs.
but all these as if an extravagant hope to me
wondering the degree of endurance that i possess to cope
with these when the mood is swinging?
i'm only human

Sunday depresses me