happy? sad?

do not know what should i feel now.
happy or sad?
hmmm...
4 years.
times flies.

without you guys, there's without me here.


thanks! thanks to the disgusting gurl as well.
=)

are you happy today?

4 days 3 nights road trip with family is finally came to the end. the very first time i found myself love mama's hometown. love the feeling when a big whole family gathers together. met with those cousins that we used to play when we were still a kid but have not met each other for about 10 years or more than that. hahaha.. so feeling is so weird eh....

yay, suddenly no mood to crap. that's all from me!

=)

最可怕的不是孤单

...
是寂寞

bibipupu

a very simple Sunday. it's just like the way i always wanted. spent the whole morning to tidy my comp table and bedroom.. and spent the rest of 12 hours for doing things other than FYP amendment. yet, i'm kinda happy... life's always as simple as that...

and dang dang... i bought this, spent most of my time to glue here and glue there... omg! these nearly drive me to insane because they're really in miniature. and imagine my fingers are kinda large size! >"<
while, the measurements given inside the user manual are totally different from reality. hmmm, still cracking my head to figure out how to make the wineglasses... sighs. as the glue provided is not able to stick the transparent plastic paper. and the cardboard for making the box for displaying the ring is totally not in correct size. argh! and another bunch of flower to go.

alright, i'll be obedient. only come back to this after done with fyp
=)

eeoo

looking back those pics taken in bygone days... yay~ suddenly i miss my long curly hair.. which is highlighted with red color! omg, an impulsion to push me to go saloon and get my hair done once again. i know i'm tedious with my hair now again. alright, i hate it!! hopefully tomorrow when i get up, those evil minds to spend money will be gone, gone, and gone from my brain!!

save... save... be SAVE, YHUI!

the final final exam in Uni life...

so sickening to study those lecture notes. all about memorizing! theory, and everything is theory. i'm getting old and i just can't remember anything. the forward hedging, option hedging, interest rate hedging... com'on i totally don't understand at all eh!!! no solutions for those examples at all! hmp... how to sit for the exam later on? gosh! still alot to go.... ON~

pissed off

mistake

sometime you have to make a big mistake
to figure out
how to make things right.
mistakes are painful
but
they're the only way to find out the reality
...

MACAROONsSs!

=)

green. red. yellow. white. black. blue. orange...
and.. a lot a lot...
i want all these
i don't mind to be fat

=)

i just dono what am i typing about... LoL

ehem...
'people' used to complain that i spend too less time to update my blog recently... and 'people' actually is the one who do not update her blog most of the time. LoL

ehem... actually nothing to blog. somehow i think blogging is kinda boring. perhaps because of my tedious life. alright, i should learn my past experience, try to update a blog a day. lol... and eventually went McD on the second day of its opening. as expected, the place was crowded. this's mirian style i would say. didn't try the drive thru service, just Q in the long Q. first time experience big Mac... nice. guess would be nicer to me if i like beef. and huge fries, cola...

and eventually, my tummy was damn full. i need to lay down to make myself not so 撑~~ LMAO

... and craving for macaroon la.. gonna try the maraconsss from babycakes ♥ sweet shoppe when i'm at kl next year on Feb. wanna wanna buy a box to my honey bee.

=)

have to save from now onward.
am start looking for the day which i wait for so long....
but to achieve these, the first thing must to do is to work hard...
:p
hire me please... if there is any vacancy..
i don't mind to work as any position....

most importantly,
not to spend on unnecessary stuff anymore..
ANYMORE!
=)

yawn.

time flies . and it's less than 2 days to the submission of design project. so little time, yet, so many to be completed. yay, always telling myself not to procrastinate today's work to tomorrow... and tomorrow and tomorrow... and tomorrow... endless tomorrow. eventually, the accumulated tasks are as high as a big mountain when it comes to the submission date. end up with sleepless night. rushing until my ass off. worrying. nervous. this's my style perhaps. never learn the lesson and spend most of my time in regretting. somehow i feel i'm kinda ..hmm..., spending previous time during this peak season updating my blog when everyone is just concentrating their works. yups, life's still go on no matter how much assignments are waiting to be accomplished.

drinking the second cup of coffee, yet they just not able to chase away those drowsiness and sleepiness. hello panda accompanies me to stay up. tables are full of notes, papers, and so to my junk foods. my snacks. those were bought by you... you. it has been a week. i thought, i would not think of you. yay, i've no time to do so. i've no time to listen to your begging. no time to think about anything about you and me. and i suddenly realize how could i treat you like this....

yawn
back to work.
=)