s o b

sob
how strongly i wanna go.
but I have no choice,
have to give up instead of going.
life's difficult.
sometimes you are forced to give up something you really eager...
in order to get the necessities of life.
this's life.

am not really happy during the pre-celebrate mid-autumn festival activity just now. the program was postponed due to the personnel turmoil inside the association. undeniable, rich people don't really care about money. what they care about is losing their face in front of public.

somehow i felt it's simply ridiculous.
it's just about the marriage notices on the NEWSPAPER.
if i were "the rich people", i would just post a full page of congratz notice using his OWN famous name instead of sharing a congratz notice with so MANY unrich people in his eyes!! why insulting yourself by showing all of us your black face?? it just lowered your status without other positive helps.

and we're not the one who owe you.

but he's RICH!! so everyone has to endure and accept of his temper. you can't deny, this's the advantage of being RICH!!
adulation. so sarcastic...
:))

and for the buffet... sorry but i have to say,
i felt very bad about that. mainly not because of the food.
i felt we were like begging for some food from "the people" who distributed the food. b e g.
i really dislike the attitude of old-woman. though i knew someday i'll be old too. i prefer the other corner of buffet. "the people" there seemed much more approachable and cordial. i swear, i said this not because "the people" who responsible to distribute the food are MALE. we're not jailed and we're already suffered from lotsa restriction nowadays. and now even attending a relaxing activity, we still can't be relaxed due to the old-woman-attitude. lol...

it should be a very warm celebration
but a little mouse droppings effected everything.

yet
thank you for serving us free dinner and entertaining us...
and still,
thanks!!!


p/s:
sorry to show my stingy,
my appreciation are excluding for those mouse droppings