wake up and face the truth beybee

alright, i'll definitely finish resume, cover letter, and whatsoever shits that need to be used for applying jobs as an engineer by tomorrow. no more delay. no more excuse. no more laziness. no more procrastination, no more rice worm, no more .... =)

get ready for interview, get ready for working, yea.. i wanna work outside MIRI weyyyy...!! god bless me ..

...

he said he felt touched to receive McD dinner from me. to be frank, i'm pretty sad to hear about this. throughout these years, what have i actually done for you? nothing. nothing. not even a single little thing i can recall from my mind. is thinking how am i going to celebrate anniversary with you. but i've no idea totally. sighs. everything will be easier if i were a boy....

just ignore me.

blahhh... night!

=)

hmp, it has been so many years since i last straighten my hair. more than 4 years i think. and so, today i went saloon and got my hair done. unfortunately, i keep telling myself that i'll not try to do this once again during these processes. com'on, it was like living in bloody hell every second. so pain. and still pain. body pain. legs pain. hands pain. head pain. hair pain. why, why, why, why we must suffer so much before get everything done! darn. well, i got a very funny fringe again. please grow longer faster wey.....

yet, 've got piona structure in black as Christmas gift. specially thanks to my beloved Santa bf. LOLLL~

the last week of 2010.. hmmm...

can somebody tell me when do i apply for Schlumberger. or somebody help me to APPLY? received an email from the recruiting team 莫名其妙-ly and be told that i was not employed. so curious. never apply any company yet. and Schlumberger rejected me already. damn!

=.=

戒不了

下雨天 离开的这一天
一个人 大步走在购物中心
很软弱 却故作坚强
越是没自信 越是装得很自信
没心情 却假装投入看着旅行用品
才明白 会冷的地方 都是有钱人的玩意儿

附在窗外的雨珠 都是累积的思念
一口口的吸进最爱的 ice-blended chocolate cream chip
一边翻阅了两本杂志
我想 路过的陌生人 都用很异样的眼光观察这个怪怪的女生
没理会加注在身上的任何意见和评语
很冷 很冷 只想一个人 一个人
好好地喝完最爱的 guilty pleasure
那个我想念的 guilty pleasure
倪是我的唯一 但我却不能成为倪的唯一

会努力喝完十二杯 累计十二个印章
兑换本子 然后 我会忘记倪
忘记倪的味道 忘记倪的甜味 忘记倪给的一切
开玩笑，

我一点都不想戒掉倪

omg, love my pinky lenses
:p

不相信 这都是命运的安排
只相信 命运要玩残我
明明是个6 却看出个9
明明是双6双8 却看出三个6一个8
就算斗不过命运 我也不会认输的
等着瞧吧！