long for...

suddenly I'm thinking of my favorite man darn darn MUCH...
though we just had a meet this afternoon...
though we are sms + ing...
though we are msn + ing...
as thinking of him, fill me with a wonderful feeling... (=
miss his pamper, tenderness, care, voice....
perhaps there is too many occurrences happened around me recently.
had received too many "surprise" giftsSss from people around me.
these are totally none of my business but i just can't stop my mind thinking & make them more terrified.
i just don't know why my expertise is only this!!!
:(

the 2nd day of school...
everything is still in a terrible mess...
probably i still in holiday mood and so, not able to adapt the lifestyle of studying...
i keep feeling sleepy at 9pm ++ ... & wake so early in the morning...
sleepiness is with me at early night & insomnia likes to visit me before dawn..
argh!!!!!
my dark circles... are getting worst & worst...
pimple pops out on my cheek...
it not only offend others' eyes, but it makes me feel PAIN too!!!
:(
honey, i miss u badly!!!!!

&
actually i do miss Chan & Pei Yee too...
life of study is like missing a piece with the absence for both of them at class!!!
nobody gives me lecturer notes to photocopy anymore... :(
nobody gives me pass year final paper to photocopy too...
nobody shares exam tips with me...
nobody teaches & explains to me PATIENTLY when i'm blur...
nobody chit-chat as well...
:(
:(
:(

but
great to know that finally Joanne has found her prince!!!
yo yo yo!!!!
happy pakto + ing!!!

last but not least,
i'm so hate of being fat!!!!!!
argh!!!!!!!!!!!

that's all my grumbles...
till then.... a very good night to you all & myself.
xp