sad mode

seriously,
i start to hate 3rd year of engineering course even the sem haven't commenced yet!!!
why why why....
i just cant understand why the industrial training must be implemented only after the 2nd year of engineering course???

also,
i hate airasia!!!
why... why....
why the departure time for the 500,000 free tickets ain't available for ME!!!!
now everyone can fly???
but WHY!! i just cant FLY!!!

well,
i hate my sister's Uni too....
why, WHY...
why... she can only graduate at the end of the YEAR, the time which is not available for ME!!!!

i hate myself...
why i'm the one to help them booking air ticket but not for MYSELF !!!!!

i just hate everything now!!!
why i cant join in this vacation!!!!!
WHY!! tell me WHY!!

but...
think the bright side...
i have million chances to go vacation when i become a pro engineer in the future. . . ( but how if i.... hehe)
in order to be a pro engineer, the 1st thing i MUST achieve is...
do not screw my industrial training...

ok,
face the truth... face the reality...
and accept my DESTINY!!!!
i'll stay at home alone and go industrial training when everyone is away for vacation...

:(

depressing...