another new week again.

cant deny that sleeping is really good for healing
:D
but the consequence of sleeping too much during day time
is to stay up late at night
which is typically not good for health
and the pimples will never end
whilst, leading to obesity
hahaha


went shopping yesterday with little Felicia to fulfill the time
while waiting for superwoman to get her hair done
no market at all to bring a child to slack at the shopping complex
and she was so bored to shop with me as i dare not to bring her to
toy R us
i don't know what should i do and how should i pamper her
if she cried and sit on the floor
when she begged me to buy her toys and i have no money on my purse
:D
she gave me a so-sleepy-face when we
just walking around without aims
and yay,
we "made off" the choco sweet at Famous cookie

and most importantly,
she accompanied me to choose and to buy the present
:D

am not that bad and heartless
after-all

5/6

eventually i absent
sorry for being so stubborn
just wanna prove that
after all you can still be happy
without my existence
am not as sad as what i expect
:D

~ yawn ~
what a low productive day
so hate of being lazy
~ yawn ~

goodnight to myself
:D
tonight gonna be a good night

:|

空气是动的
呼吸是静的
相爱是动的
眼泪是静的
拥抱是动的
幸福是静的
开始是动的
结束是静的
...

以前为了更了解我
你加入了交友网页
把我所写的帖子都读过了

如今
我写的帖子你看过多少
你不懂
我更希望你花时间看的是现在写的帖子
因为那是我现在的心情 现在的感受
而且 那都是你给我的

你了解了别人给我的感受
却不想花时间明白你给我的感受
心好痛 好痛 是说不清的痛
如果时间的用意是为了让一份感情退色
如果女生注定要那么委屈 那么受伤 那么伤心
如果真的觉得。。。那是最好的

只要还有希望
只要还能呼吸
一定还来得及 重新选择

呼呼
好想看史瑞克哦
~~
呼呼
出奇地好想打工哦
~~

失

失望
失落
失策
失败
失宠
失恋
失心

唉!
就是少了失眠
zZzzZzz

不想读
不想读
不想读读读读读

好想睡
好想睡
好想睡睡睡睡

呼呼

:D

yups.
destined to fail control
:D

and so i dono what am i typing now

slept early on the last night of may
and before that hp alarm was set to 7 in the morning
i don't understand what's the point to wake pretty early on the first day of june
perhaps thousands of uncompleted tasks and tests drive me to anxieties
and repeating my daily routine... poo poo poo poo
and helping mama to take good care of the chicks and ducks..
then putting those smelly clothes into washing machine to wash;
renewing the working shift in hotel city...
listening to those songs repeatedly...
everyone is going to picnic during public holiday...
and am waiting for the time to come while doing nothing
surprisingly, 1 min is as if 1 hour to me now
sighs.
i feel so lost
being as a good-for-nothing is hard... really hard