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the timetable for new semester is disappointing. Monday - Friday. sighs. and it seems there are uncountable presentations wait for me. 6 units ain't easy at all. how am i able to manage my time wisely? and the final year research project is head-aching. sighs. reactor designs. am i able to design a reactor that fulfill all the requirements and to construct a modeling? i can't even access to the main references that used for the research proposal. and MATHLAB, how many percentage of the skills that are still remained in my brain? so to the HYSYS software, the god damn control station program... sighs. final year as if practicing myself to be a real engineer.

i feel powerless and scary every time i think about how hard and difficult that i've tried to cope with all the assignments, projects, tests... that needed to be suffered in bygone semesters. yet, what i scare the most now is that the life after graduate...

by that time, am no longer someone without burdens.

pray for myself.
:)