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i was back from the interview yesterday... very fortunately, the questions they ask weren't as deadly as shell's and the main language for this interview was using Mandarin with little Eng. language. so sadly, i keep answering each question stupidly. yups, very stupidly!!!!

"your drawing of HE is worse than a cartoon. how can you draw a HE like this after studying 3 years of Engineering Course?? and you see why i can draw better than you but i don't study as much as you.... blablabla... because i like to study.. i study myself... take course.... blablablabla..." that's what the interviewer told me after i showed him how HE looks like!!!! i not sure whether he wanna show off or i wonder he's kinda proud for himself as he know better than those Uni student but it's really so cruel to a LEO and my self-esteem is collapsed!!! i wanna cry by that moment but what i can only do is to reply him a smile. crying inside my heart but smile on my face!!! i felt so sorry to CURTIN!! to Ms. TYL... for xia soi curtin's face badly!!!

and the interviewer keep saying that i'm a GIRL and therefore i'm not so suitable to work inside the refinery plant and there's lotsa male workers working inside. WHY? WHY? why only male has the ability to work inside the plant but why the female just can't??? i really can't understand why in this new century, people still had discrimination on the ability of female!!! but what i can do is to reply him with a smile once again. but i smiled very sarcastically!! lol

sighs... undeniable, the working environment there is better and am sure lotsa experience can be learned by training inside a REAL refinery plant which will be so related to my career in future!!! i feel excited when i think about that but headache as it's located at bintulu!!!!! :(((((((((((( why miri is so lack of this kind of companies!!! argh!! or why curtin isn't operated at bintulu!!!!

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