black tuesday

as the title of this post... 'm so BLACK today!!!
had screwed MTO test 1 which worth 20% over 100%. OMG.... i don't wanna fail MTO bah!!! i don't wanna take supp!!! of course, no re-take as well!!!

..... slap slap slap .....

why 'm so stupid!! why my brain becomes so disabled day by day!!! is this the syndrome of getting older?? if so, can i reject to grow up??? can i reject to getting older???? argh!!!

& had short of pencil lead when i really need for drawing graphs,tables, schematic diagrams during the exam!!! D.A.R.N!!! i never thought i can be SO out of luck as today!!! where my luck goes!!!! come back to me LA!!! argh!!!!!!

i know i should start my ESD task 1 now instead of grumbling about the test which is irreparable. all what should i do is to learn from mistakes & to be HARDWORKING onward!!!! stop building castle in the sand, stop doing anything which is not aid on studies, stop being lazy, stop being regret as what had happened will never be turned back.... blablablablablabla... etc.

pei yee claimed that 'm so cool for facing the failure on the test .. PEI YEE, i feel hurt actually... 'm just good at hiding my sad feeling to others!!!! xp

well, i know it is not the time to blog now. year 3 is all about endless assignments and exams!!! haiz!!
and so, it time to BLUFF my assignment again!!!
ESD task 1... 'm come to u NOW! will pamper you as my sweetheart!!!

till then....