goodbye - MARCH

had presented badly for the presentation today...
HAHA......
nervous till the max...
what to do, the lecturer kept looking at me bah...
that's why my mind turn blank and just talking nonsense in front of so many people!
this is the consequence of being lazy to prepare my script.. HAHA

you know what,
today is the last day of March....
the day i hate the most so far in this year!!!
seriously, i hope everything happened today is just inside my dream...
'm so hate to face the FACT la!!!
can i reject to GROW UP!!!
:(
everyday drinking milk and sucking nipple and cuddled or pampered by people who loves me?

well, 3 days to mid-sem break... a two WEEKS long break!!
woW... wOw....
but still can't throw all the assignments and projects away!
haiz... student life!!
life is tough

goodbye MARCH...

♥ thanks for standing by me when i need assistance ♥

enchanted

my so-sweet favorite man had bought me a snoopy pillow case today!!
...wow wow...
although the color is a bit.... ermmm... ermmm...
at least got something from him which isn't request from me and also beyond my thought.
never thought he can be as romantic and sweet as today...
has reached my home beyond my expectation with a big bag of ingredients...
it's my dinner!!!
well, the dinner we cooked is so yuak...
but sweet till the max.!!
xp

As we grow older together...
As we continue to change with age...
There is one thing that will never change. . .
I will always keep falling in love with you.

♥ thanks for being everything for me ♥

embarrassed night

feel like mining two holes for my favorite man & i in order to fill both of our heads inside each hole!!

what a so SO so.... embarrassing NIGHT!!!

went supper just now & argh!!!! had forgotten to foot the bill and left the cafe without any perception!!!! only realized this stupid incident when i reached home & for him, totally forgot about the BILL!!!

really felt sorry to the person in charge of that cafe & of course thanks for providing us free supper!! yet, i think i'll not to go to that cafe anymore in short-term. it's really TOO embarrassed!!!

how if our pic was taken by VCR there & the person in charge is intended to stick it on the wall with " MOST WANTED" as the title and showed to the public!!! ARGH!!! or probably we will be on the headline of NEWSPAPER tomorrow with title of "BEWARE of this COUPLE LIAR"!!! argh!!!! so unbelievable!!!

to be frank, this isn't the 1st time for us to forget to pay bill...
we had twice experience before...~~HA~~

1st time was on last year when we had ice kacang on a Sunday afternoon. the taogeh stopped us that time... ~~~HA~~~

2nd time, last year too... & was at BOULEVARD!! really could not imagine how stupid we ARE!!! we just brought the THING away the counter after the packer put it inside plastic BAG without pay!!! so DARN!!! of course, the cashier stopped us THAT MOMENT!! ~~~~HA~~~~

and today, the 3rd time... and nobody stopped US!!
........

***deep deep sigh***

had went through these two days in an unproductive way!!!argh!!! why am i so LAZY!!! 'll stay at home obediently tomorrow and start doing assignment. (=

yeap yeap...

had switched off lights, computer, air-con .... all different switch at my room & bathroom before i left home just now!!

save our earth, save our life, save our new generation
for a better quality of life

♥ feel so bliss to have you in my life ♥

a sarcastic day

felt extremely baffling today...
meanwhile, felt super sneering as well!!!!
everything seems so sarcastic to me the whole day.
and so,
had termed today as SARCASTIC day!
...HA...
don't ask me why...
as i really don't know why....
that's why 'm here grumbling again!
....HA....
no matter how black the day is, i always treat it as experience in life...
without those obstacles, how could my life be fulfilled??
.....HA.....
suddenly miss mee goreng instant alot....
nearly going to cook supper for myself on an impulse
but the capacity of my suppression is too HIGH.
that's why impulsion is always lose to my suppression...
......HA......
and suddenly gastric come to torture me again...
this week had gastric twice already!!
so d.a.r.n!!!

-- with deep sigh --

feel like updating my bloggy in the spur of moment when 'm in the half way revising Transport Phenomena which also has been termed as "Terrible Problems" by Ms. MayLin!! how creative & innovative she is!! xp

to be frank, i still don't know the max. level of terrible that this subject can be as my revision progess so far still remain at 30%. yet i know it is much crazier than MTO, which had been screwed badly by me last week!! argh!!!

besides, today is the 2nd time for me to be absented at PPE lecture later on 1230... the 1st time was on last week for preparing MTO test and as consequence screwed the test severely. today, i skip this lecture again just aims to revise TP . will i receive failure once again????

**shrugging**

when 'm in the edge of depression on studies... lucky clover always come to my mind. i know, perphaps you guys may say i'm over superstitious and have blind faith in it. but, the fact is that exams ain't all about how much you have prepared and how much effort you have put on them, but depend on LUCK as well!!!

no matter how much you believe on the fairy tale of lucky clover...
i, personally... would like to share this unique lucky clover to you guys & wish everyone who is going to sit for TP exam tomorrow --- GOOD LUCK and all the best.

god bless me, god bless US!!

kalamansi night

after craving for such a long time, eventually had my favorite ice-cream - kalamansi again... but this time was so much different than previous. at least 'm not having my favorite thing alone like last time. lol.

i know i should not going out at this peak season plus there are still lots of assignmentsss and examsss are waiting for me to complete and prepare. argh!!! what to do, kalamansi is much more attractive ba! HAHA...

had asked my favorite man to help to shoot pics with my favorite ice-cream just now. i know this is kinda childish and stupid but at least i can recall the taste of kalamansi by looking at these pics when i really really miss it! xp

not only that, had gave my favorite man a little gift for his understanding and pampering all the time. a ferrero rocher chocolate which i bought at brunei long long time ago. should be last year if not mistaken. HAHA. to be frank, i felt a little bit guilty as i only give him a gift on specially occasions but he gives me not only special occasions but also when i ask for. HAHA.... that's why i gave him the chocolate which will be expired on his birthday!! HAHAHAHA...


had forced him to post happily when received the chocolate in front of others. 'm really a king of the evil la! what to do, fooling him becomes my favorite habit nowadays! and he seems like enjoy alot! HAHA.. chilled at desserts nearly an hour and took lots of stupid pics together...


a kinda relax night with him but argh!!!! lots of assignments are waiting for me la!!!!!!! :(((((((
till then...

black tuesday

as the title of this post... 'm so BLACK today!!!
had screwed MTO test 1 which worth 20% over 100%. OMG.... i don't wanna fail MTO bah!!! i don't wanna take supp!!! of course, no re-take as well!!!

..... slap slap slap .....

why 'm so stupid!! why my brain becomes so disabled day by day!!! is this the syndrome of getting older?? if so, can i reject to grow up??? can i reject to getting older???? argh!!!

& had short of pencil lead when i really need for drawing graphs,tables, schematic diagrams during the exam!!! D.A.R.N!!! i never thought i can be SO out of luck as today!!! where my luck goes!!!! come back to me LA!!! argh!!!!!!

i know i should start my ESD task 1 now instead of grumbling about the test which is irreparable. all what should i do is to learn from mistakes & to be HARDWORKING onward!!!! stop building castle in the sand, stop doing anything which is not aid on studies, stop being lazy, stop being regret as what had happened will never be turned back.... blablablablablabla... etc.

pei yee claimed that 'm so cool for facing the failure on the test .. PEI YEE, i feel hurt actually... 'm just good at hiding my sad feeling to others!!!! xp

well, i know it is not the time to blog now. year 3 is all about endless assignments and exams!!! haiz!!
and so, it time to BLUFF my assignment again!!!
ESD task 1... 'm come to u NOW! will pamper you as my sweetheart!!!

till then....