the night before last final paper

morning.. i nap
afternoon... i nap
and just now... i nap again
:'(

had tried my best to stay awake...
but the feeling of feeling sleepy
when either reading the lecture note
or revising the tutorials problem
are suck to the MAX!!!

finally i can't fight with the sleeping bugs
which keep creeping inside my body..
i... i.... surrender...
and decided to sleep NOW
i rather to wake earlier the next day
instead of wasting time falling asleep now!!

yea, 'll be free within a day!!
holiday is just around the corner....
ms. Joanne!!
we can go beach afterward!!!
contact me automatically if you read this ok~~
i don't know your new num!!!

:)

good night

may lady luck stay with me tomorrow!!!
god bless me

day of judgement

less than 12 hours to the final exam
of
3rd year, semester 1

ok,
this time i really really
do not prepare well...
and that's the reason why
i keep feeling nervous and still nervous....
not only nervous, but SCARED of it

yupsss, i failed to plan...
so meaning that i planned to fail ...
:'(

yes, regret i do...

herng is right
when you wanna squeeze everything into your brain
your brain explode
and you got nothing!!!

may lady luck would stay with me
on tomorrow and Wednesday

god bless me!!!!! bless me!!!
BLESS me!!

hectic week

the god damn psd project was finally done on monday
after stayed up all night without closed my eyes
seriously, i felt so old + aunty + ahmu
no matter how many slices of masks i use afterward
:(((((

the daffy ppe test was eventually over on tuesday
i actually think that 'm not able to do well for the exam
as i only spent less than 5 hours to focus on the tutorials questions
and dumped all lecture notes
as a consequence,
i felt panic and trembled when i couldn't get the answer
and when i failed to change the unit
and the limited space + uneven position of the table and seat
caused me neck pain!!
i always wonder whether the seats are designed
for primary school students?
:(((((

and today,
people spend most of their time on the combined project
which will be due on tomorrow.
and i spent most of my time slacking around
instead of helping my teammates
actually 'm not slacking at all...
i was busy for those who think 'm FREE!!
da*n
i just can't understand why my family always think 'm FREE?
lol

sincerely,
i would like to show my great appreciation to Ms. Yeo
mostly for PSD project
two helpless people stay alongside to battle
probably you will know how i feel when you were in my shoes
:))))

and tomorrow,
will be the combined project presentation
good luck to my team!!
sorry, i really do not contribute alot in the project
HAHA
and herng, would you remember to bring your camera??
i wanna take pic with my lengzai LA!!!
~~HAHA~~


it's dragon boat festival the next day
WeeWee
the best dumplings are handmade by my superwoman
had 2 for my afternoon tea
and dad had 3...
OMG... our tummy now are full of glutinous rice
and mama's love
:)))))

ramblings

... ... yawn... ...
seriously,
i feel kinda nervous for the PSD test..
which weighted 40% of this unit...

nervous because
do not prepare well for the test la
sigh
'm a retarded during lectures and labs

frustrated!!
:((((

and it's raining cats and dogs now
with thundersSsSs

may lady luck stays with me from 0900 to 1010
god bless me

:))))

abandoned

it's hurts to love someone but not to be loved in return...
i really know the feeling... i really know how hurt it is..
as 'm falling thoroughly in this condition now...
:((((

had tried so hard to love Ponchon and Savarit...
i even abandon my favorite man during weekend because of these guys. but, they just don't love me
i know it's too greedy and unacceptable to love two person in same time... but 've no choice...
Dr. Farouq claimed that it's included in the test 2 on monday...
since i had screwed up test 1
it's surely a MUST for me to pass test 2
:((((((((

had tried hardly to crack my head aimed to study the method which they had invented... i try my best to study them, but... what their feedback to me is to ignore, neglect, isolate, and abandon me!!!
they just lock themselves and throw away the key inside a big ocean
i can't find the key... i can't understand what they are thinking about
'm so lonely and helpless~~~
:((((((((((((((((((

Ponchon and Savarit!!! PLS... PLS fall in love on me ...
at least.. at least for ONE day!!!
or at least, during the exam tomorrow...
you can reject to love me but PLS...
don't reject to let me to understand you...
i will appreciate your kind-hearted...
i will really do....
:))))))))))))



god, please do bless me for tomorrow MTO and of course, TP as well...

♥ examsss yuck ♥

-- with deep sigh --

feel like updating my bloggy in the spur of moment when 'm in the half way revising Transport Phenomena which also has been termed as "Terrible Problems" by Ms. MayLin!! how creative & innovative she is!! xp

to be frank, i still don't know the max. level of terrible that this subject can be as my revision progess so far still remain at 30%. yet i know it is much crazier than MTO, which had been screwed badly by me last week!! argh!!!

besides, today is the 2nd time for me to be absented at PPE lecture later on 1230... the 1st time was on last week for preparing MTO test and as consequence screwed the test severely. today, i skip this lecture again just aims to revise TP . will i receive failure once again????

**shrugging**

when 'm in the edge of depression on studies... lucky clover always come to my mind. i know, perphaps you guys may say i'm over superstitious and have blind faith in it. but, the fact is that exams ain't all about how much you have prepared and how much effort you have put on them, but depend on LUCK as well!!!

no matter how much you believe on the fairy tale of lucky clover...
i, personally... would like to share this unique lucky clover to you guys & wish everyone who is going to sit for TP exam tomorrow --- GOOD LUCK and all the best.

god bless me, god bless US!!

black tuesday

as the title of this post... 'm so BLACK today!!!
had screwed MTO test 1 which worth 20% over 100%. OMG.... i don't wanna fail MTO bah!!! i don't wanna take supp!!! of course, no re-take as well!!!

..... slap slap slap .....

why 'm so stupid!! why my brain becomes so disabled day by day!!! is this the syndrome of getting older?? if so, can i reject to grow up??? can i reject to getting older???? argh!!!

& had short of pencil lead when i really need for drawing graphs,tables, schematic diagrams during the exam!!! D.A.R.N!!! i never thought i can be SO out of luck as today!!! where my luck goes!!!! come back to me LA!!! argh!!!!!!

i know i should start my ESD task 1 now instead of grumbling about the test which is irreparable. all what should i do is to learn from mistakes & to be HARDWORKING onward!!!! stop building castle in the sand, stop doing anything which is not aid on studies, stop being lazy, stop being regret as what had happened will never be turned back.... blablablablablabla... etc.

pei yee claimed that 'm so cool for facing the failure on the test .. PEI YEE, i feel hurt actually... 'm just good at hiding my sad feeling to others!!!! xp

well, i know it is not the time to blog now. year 3 is all about endless assignments and exams!!! haiz!!
and so, it time to BLUFF my assignment again!!!
ESD task 1... 'm come to u NOW! will pamper you as my sweetheart!!!

till then....

painful sore

can somebody tell me why my tummy keep feeling hungry for 24 hours recently?

&

can somebody tell me why i keep suffering from gastric pain recently?

&

can somebody tell me why today's pain is so unbearable?

&

can somebody tell me why today's aches are so insufferable?


i do eat my 3 meals on time daily!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it really pained me to see myself endure like that.

pls...

stop paining NOW!

i still have 2 exams to go!!!

God, i pray you. . . .

to postpone the pain I've to suffer for this moment until Friday!!


God bless me...