incompetent

god damn PSD
+
f*cking MONITOR

mummy,
can i quit now??

i know,
you rather want a happy daughter
though i can't make big bucks for you
though i can't take a bachelor degree for you
:'(((((

ramblings

... ... yawn... ...
seriously,
i feel kinda nervous for the PSD test..
which weighted 40% of this unit...

nervous because
do not prepare well for the test la
sigh
'm a retarded during lectures and labs

frustrated!!
:((((

and it's raining cats and dogs now
with thundersSsSs

may lady luck stays with me from 0900 to 1010
god bless me

:))))

mad mad MAD

argh!!!!!!!!!!
i hate to burn the midnight oil!!!!
i hate to prepare everything last minute!!!!
but why i used to do that in my life!!!

"we are what we repeatedly to do. LAZINESS, then, is not an act, but a HABIT." yhui (1988-xxxx)
suck suck SUCKSS!!!!!!!!!!
laziness please go away from me la!!!

how am i going to sit for the moral studies exam on this coming Monday!!
seriously, I extremely feel so hate to exam on the first day of sch!!!!!!!!!!!!!

not able to log in pet society whole day long!!
sigh...
i can't earn coins for my baby...

alright,
time to rest.
MUST finish all lecturer notes by tomorrow!!!!!
i wanna be a MORAL person!!!
yo yo YO!!!
good luck to myself!!

till then...

CNY just around the corner

comp monitor switches off and on automatically again... it no longer cooperates with me. no matter how many times i smashed it, it still relucts to compromise with me!!! argh!!!!

i wonder why it used to throws its tantrum to me every time my sista are home?!? either it doesn't like them or it just wanna remain constant to me?? i don't know... or maybe because of other reasons which are beyond my thought.

seriously i don't know how am i going to start my moral assignment with this kind of monitor. *sigh*
probably i can finish my work in time but then i think with 99% I'll become blind as the frequency to switch off and on is getting higher and higher. it was so irritating and frustration seem to pour over every cell of my body!!!

left eye is now suffering from allergic. *sigh* . . . i know my eye just likes to feel itchy itchy without any reason. hope it shall recover asap so that i don't need to wear glasses anytime anywhere during coming CNY. it makes me look . . . . . ermm. . . . . ermmm.. .ermmm. . .lol

yupsss. . . it's three days to CNY. to be frank, i personally scare the 1st day of CNY so so MUCH. so many cups and plates i've to wash... serving guests, relatives... i'm just like a maid that wearing a nice & new costume with messy mood busy here and there and lastly end up with dirtiness, tiredness....

well, eldest sis ain't come back home this year due to the short holiday of her school. i know, celebrates CNY in foreign land does not feel good. as i were in her shoes, sure i'll cry until flood. lol... *sigh* she must be lonely over there...

*sigh*
*sigh*
*sigh*
*sigh*

have to do moral assignment during CNY!!! argh!!!!!!!
i'm now in the mood of CNY!!! how can i be concentrated to do MORAL!!!! argh!!!! even bluffing also no mood la!!!! hahahahhahahhahaha

heartache

there was yesterday afternoon when i went out with joanne for i think almost 3 hours. . . from imperial to toys world. lol. . . in order to fulfill our saturday afternoon. it was a cloudy day and the shopping mall was so crowded~~MIRIAN = RICH, undoubtedly!!! hahahahahaha except yhui, yuanhui and I!! lol. . . and having dessert ice-cream again!!!! omg. . . from double cone to single cone. . . from kalamansi to mango favorite. . . i SERIOUSLY so so so so afraid of the ice-cream from dessert right NOW as i really do visit dessert quite often recently...!!!

well... craving for more than 1 week. . . .finally my comp came back to me. . .it just like a new bought comp. . .nothing inside . . . even Microsoft!!!! i wonder how could i do my assignments when new sem starts. . .
those precious pics. . . favorite songs. . . . cartoons. . . . recipes. . . games. . . study materials . . . msn emoticon ...all GONE!!! feel like crying loud loud loud LOUD. . . the one and only benefit is that i eventually can play the childish game, pet society again!!! but who cares!!! i want jim brickman. . . i want those pics with friends and family!!! i WANT!!!!! but everything in my mind now is like building the castle in the sand.

well...
i seriously don't know what happen on me during this holiday. . .
seems like all bad luck wanna stick with me. . . .
first, mouse throw its tantrum to me. . .
fine. . . i personally still can afford a MOUSE!!!
then, computer suddenly attacked by virus?
fine. . . my SUPER generous bro sent it to undergoes surgery. . .
and now. . when it was discharged from the "hospital". . .
turn for the BENQ monitor to explode its temper to me. . .
can u guys imagine. . .
the monitor REPEATEDLY switch off and then switch on automatically. . . it was kinda spoiled! i really cant remember how many times it turns off and switch on again when i blog NOW.. WTH!!!! i was extremely infuriated by it. . . .
i'll always remember u. . BENQ!!!!!

alright, something i feel fortune or i should say that's the way i used to ease my heartache!!
at least my comp don't fall sick when i really need it for my assignments . . . or on the half way to complete assignments. . . hahahaha
stop here ... out to search a better monitor . . . lol