kalamansi night

after craving for such a long time, eventually had my favorite ice-cream - kalamansi again... but this time was so much different than previous. at least 'm not having my favorite thing alone like last time. lol.

i know i should not going out at this peak season plus there are still lots of assignmentsss and examsss are waiting for me to complete and prepare. argh!!! what to do, kalamansi is much more attractive ba! HAHA...

had asked my favorite man to help to shoot pics with my favorite ice-cream just now. i know this is kinda childish and stupid but at least i can recall the taste of kalamansi by looking at these pics when i really really miss it! xp

not only that, had gave my favorite man a little gift for his understanding and pampering all the time. a ferrero rocher chocolate which i bought at brunei long long time ago. should be last year if not mistaken. HAHA. to be frank, i felt a little bit guilty as i only give him a gift on specially occasions but he gives me not only special occasions but also when i ask for. HAHA.... that's why i gave him the chocolate which will be expired on his birthday!! HAHAHAHA...


had forced him to post happily when received the chocolate in front of others. 'm really a king of the evil la! what to do, fooling him becomes my favorite habit nowadays! and he seems like enjoy alot! HAHA.. chilled at desserts nearly an hour and took lots of stupid pics together...


a kinda relax night with him but argh!!!! lots of assignments are waiting for me la!!!!!!! :(((((((
till then...

another random post

frankly i don't know why i'm blogging here... i feel sleepy actually but what to do, i just can't lay down with wet hair. & what to do "once again", many foibles i have & one of them are -- it is a must for me to SHOWER before on bed no matter how late it is, & hair must be washed!!!!

sometime i feel so hate of these foibles! you know, there are so annoying and because of these stupid foibles i can't sleep earlier most of time!!! and so, dark circle & eyes bags never leave me... thicker concealer should be put on my eyes!!! argh!!! :((

the only way for me to neglect these stupid foibles is not to sleep on my own bed & not hugging my snoopies!!! i know i'm a WEIRDO!! but since FOIBLE is a kind of psychological diseases, i can't do anything for conquering them unless i beat against the odds inside my mind!! argh!!! i've tried countless times to persuade myself, yet i just end up with failure!!! what a loser I'M!!! :(((

was kinda extreme on last Saturday night. i've drove from my home to desserts just aimed to have my favorite kalamansi ice-cream on 9pm. & i'm ALONE!!! all in all, i've learnt a lesson --- having favorite things ALONE is simply saddening.

& i looked such like a lunatic to have ice-cream SO LONELY in corner. i can sense that everyone who walked inside the shop looked at me with a color vision. To be frank, i felt like gave them a glance as return & asked them whether it's a SIN to eat ice-cream ALONE!!! had cursed my favorite man deep inside my heart & i just wanna leave that place with the speed of LIGHT la.

after left the so-irritating-place, had drove to many other place alone. & actually tears rolled down on my checks... loneliness suddenly poured over every cell of my body!!! it's really SO STUPID to park my car aside & cry ALONE!!!!!!!! i don't know the reason to make me CRY badly.... i just don't know why....

well, a call broke the silent of the night, was from my beloved mum!!! wOw.. how warm it was!!! she reminded me to back home earlier!!! another lesson i've learnt that night --- home is my refuge!! home is my shelter when there is no place i can go.

i felt childish and apologized for my attitude that night.. HAHA.. but it indeed a very good try u know. had learnt 2 lessons within a night! is WORTH enough!!! :))))))

till then...