:)

have been half year for not blogging and the new features of blogspot make me dizzy right now. shouldn't be lazy and to be a blogger again. :)

dont feel like sleeping recently as i want the time to pass slower. or just freeze the time. 'm so enjoy doing nothing, slacking all the time, playing with Chloe, and so on...

life is so great with paid holiday! :D

random update in the middle of night.

it has been a long long time since i last blog on my blog. more than 2 months i guess. all because of the laziness and the habit of procrastination. i couldn't understand why when i was in Uni i was quite hardworking on updating my blog. right now, 'm like a free bird after working hour but i have no time and no stamina to blog. emm... time really has the power of fading the passion on "something". i always think to come back to blog, to crap, to type, to refresh my english, to hmm... i don't know. i feel like am getting older after i left uni. somebody please tell me why!

oh ya, i have just finished my 3 months of probation period in the company. sadly, 'm still not being reviewed yet and thus hey, 'm not yet being confirmed & qualified as a permanent employee! there are too much things to talk about my work place, my work condition, my feeling to this and that, to you and him and her and whatsoever. remember last time an experience people told me that, to be a professional, you've to keep low profile. that's why i don't feel like talking the issues in public. not even share with my family members as i was tired to think about JOBS when 'm home. but 'm only human. i need someone to listen. to understand. to know. to feel. the feeling of me. i know that i shouldn't give up easily. i know i should think the reason why and what makes me hold on for so long when i feel like giving up.

hmm... i'm not happy at all. and this unhappy feeling started to be with me gradually and accumulated day by day. second by second. i realized that the longer i working at the company, the sadder i will be.


argh.

to be continued.

=[

一直叫琳不要紧张
自己一大早起床后却穷紧张
怎么办

我很怕！

如果你爱她/他
那就要伤害她/他
因为内疚
永远都是维系爱情的最好方法

好讽刺的电影
婚前试爱

=)

noob's day

great to have him to stay by my side throughout all these years
for not giving up on me
yet still
gave me the best of everything... and
he is just more than anything else in the world...

♥

and eventually i found that


i ♥ him


as if how he loves me

当了五天的补习老师
突然有点心得
原来 一个人是否聪明其实是决定于自己
而
是否比其他人弱却是天生的。。。

面对那些学生 尤其是那些解释了一千遍都不明白的学生
我其实不是失望 是很伤心。。。
为什么会酱

各位爸爸妈妈
如果
你不能教 你不会教 你不要教 你没时间教
如果
你觉得金钱可以买回一切
如果 如果
。。。。

也许酱说很不好 很悲观
但真的 请你们行行好
不要为了短暂的私欲
带他们来这残酷的世界
却弃之不顾 忘了自身真正的责任

各位还没生小孩的男男女女
也该想清楚了
别为了 。。。。 生而生

so....

i actually can't figure out how long i do not update my recent circumstance by posting in this long-abandoned blog. =) thus am right here crapping to entertain those who wish to be entertained.

yea, it is a great saturday night. no beer. no night life. a kinda healthy and relaxing one. listening to some soft love songs in the room which only equipped with myself. writing some words on the book that belongs to us... and so and so. somehow i enjoy alone quite much. and that's why i can breath a sigh of relief after dump my pitiful noob home. being alone is not that bad after all. =)

....

actually i have quite alot to say but.... due to the laziness. so i will only summaries the most important one. LOL

believe that parting is not an ending... but it is another new beginning. Ms. Yeo, i wanna tell you that i am deeply impressed by your determination, your spirit for being firm and without being beaten down by hesitations or obstacles. the most amazing thing is that to beat against the odds!!!! you know what you want exactly and you try your best to strive toward your goals. for sure, life over there would not be an easy one. always keep the reason that bring you there in mind especially the time when you are depressed.

祝福你啦！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

结婚时，你不请我我也要脸皮厚厚的去啦！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

加油！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！