hatred

supper of the day
.......
....
..
.
half pack of mee kering
with...
3 slices of butter sugar breads ( yea, i kinda like butter sugar recently)
and...
a 325 mL of hot + thick milo

and now i still can hear my tummy utters " guk luk guk luk...."
darn...
what happen to my tummy!!!
the worst thing is that 'm going to bed soon
argh, supper is so fattening!!!

to be frank
i feel happy every time people tells me that
i look slimmer than before
:))))
who doesn't feel happy right?

yet, please
do stop telling me that i look slimmer!!!
as my appetite will become greater
and greater automatically afterward

this is what so-called mental illness

'm so hate of being fat
:(

up and down

yoooHoooo....
the ring is finally come back to me...
i thought,
today is a good day for me when i found the ring on my BED~
yet,
the joyfulness is soon covered by the result of PSD assignment 2...
should be the lowest mark in the class i wondered....
darn....
my mood is like the weather now...
cloudy~ cloudy~ and still, cloudy


sigh
sigh
sigh

ok, enough grumbling
as it is useless to cry over split milk
'll try to do my best afterward!!
:)))))

sigh

sigh
i just don't understand why am i so careless...
......
....
..
.
had lost my ring today
and i just can't find it...
:'(((((
the disappearance of the ring lead me to moodiness whole day long
sigh
am i able to take good care of my diamond ring in future???

ring ring,
please come back to me

well,
leng is now suffering from blackout
yet, is much better than suffering from snail's speed of streamyx like me
seriously, i hope the blackout is happened only at my room now
so that i can go bed instead of doing assignment~~

yawn yawn yawn

weekends

mood falls into the bottom these few days
'm not exaggerated, had cried more than 12 hours indirectly...
just for nothing~
as i don't really know what were going on me
=.=''
probably the noodles and bread drive me crazy...
probably i just miss my superwoman...
probably loneliness suffocated me...
probably studies depressed me...

as usual,
i used to spend my weekend in an unproductive way...
this situation went worst when everything seems to be so grey in my mind...

so sorry to my superwoman...
she keeps remind me to study before she departed...
she even called back and asked me whether do i study.
=.=''
probably she can sense that i don't really study at all...
or probably she can sense that 'm in darkness...

so sorry to myself...
for wasting my time in this way...
crying is the only way for me to release my tension
what to do,
i personally dislike drunk,
i seriously hate smoke...
and 'm anti-drug

so sorry to my favorite man
for enduring all my tempers and unreasonable one ...
yet never ever think to give up on me
he, sacrificed his sleeping time to listen to my whimpers
he, tried to cheer me up with various favorite of donuts...
he, spent his time alone in the living room when i shut my door....
thanks for being everything for me

so far,
the gloominess is away from me.
and, god
please do bless me for tomorrow TP test!!
:))))))

yupsss...
happy mama's day to my superwoman...
she knows i love her more than anything else in the world.
and of course,
happy mother's day to every mother in this world..
may healthiness and happiness always with you


actually today was another BREAD day for me,
you can see how many donuts he bought!!!

*心情很糟糕时，要吃点甜甜的。因为糟糟的心情会被甜甜的味道给淹没*

♥ 这个，那个，这这个，那那个♥

slacker

i was born to be a slacker
:(
slack here slack there...
slack from top to bottom...
yea~
my life is all about slacking~~
:((((((

personally think 'm in need of a hair cut..
my hair is now look like bushes
argh!!!
but why, 'm so POOR~~
sigh
so please tolerate with the bushes on my head~
:((((((

aches

:'(
tonight,
had finished a full plate of rice!!!

but now,
'm suffering from gastric!!!
i can feel that my stomach be eroded slowly...
:'(

'm extremely annoyed by PAIN recently!!!
i need some PAIN killers!!!
:'(

pain, please get rid off my body

rejoiced!!!

and so....
say hi to ------ MAY!!!!
:)))))

eventually, favorite man had complied with his promise today...
he was totally belong to MINE....

though there was without dim sum from boulevard restaurant in the morning, cheese and ham sandwiches
with lime juice as breakfast at Uncle Lai wasn't too bad...

though there was without mc. value lunch in the afternoon, mango snow ice + french fries as lunch was kinda satisfactory...

though there was without cheese cake from Secret Recipe, kalamansi ice-cream from dessert, ice-blended mocha from Starbucks, donutssSsss from Big Apple... as the sweeties of the day,
being shopaholic was enough to appease my appetite.... i vowed i really do feel a little little bit of guiltiness.
:)))))

though there was without watching sunset at beach,
walking at the park that we used to date in bygone days and recalling the sweet memories which belong to us, crapping at Grand Old Lady... it was kinda sweating yet comfortable interaction, right??
:))))))

though there was without Escapade sushi at night, having dinner with someone that loves you and you do love them too is JUST SO blissful...

if you press me to say why i loved him, i can say no more than because every single of my wishes come true when being with him....

and i just don't know the reason why...
when i gazed at the children when they are having donutsSssSss...
i was touched!!!
=.=''

argh~~
slacked for a day,
it's time to back to the reality...
back to the hectic study life...
:((((((